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A Letter to a Friend

Dear Friend,

Hi there! How are you doing right now? I hope you're ok. You seem to be really stressed lately. And you barely have time to chat with me or even socialize. It's okay, in my part. But you must know that I am worried about you the same way that you are to me. So hang on, my friend, remember that I am always here ready to listen and help to the best of my ability.

I wrote to you not to scold you or anything but to thank you for everything that you had done for me. Last night, I had a dream, and in that dream, I saw you. You were thanking me for everything that I did for you and that you were grateful at having me for a friend. I must let you know that I think the same way, that is why I am here to write this letter to you.

There are so many things I have to thank you for. And the first one is for letting me become your friend. You, of all people, know how hard it was for me to open up to others, let alone give my full trust to them. You had changed everything by letting me become one of your friends, and cherished that friendship up to now. I am really really grateful that you did that, even when back then we were merely strangers.

Secondly, I would like to thank you for accepting me for who I am. Eccentric as I come, I chose to walk the unbeaten path. Believe in things others choose to ignore. And live a life that I consider at times a worthless waste of time. You stood by and believed (or even pretended to believe) every insanity I tell you, truths or lies. That alone, believing, earned you my whole trust. It was the second biggest thing that I am very grateful for. And I thank you for that.

Third, I would like to thank you for coming at the right time. It was worth all the wait. If you had come earlier, we may have shared a lot of memories. But that doesn't make things any better than what I have now. Because if ever that had happened, you might never had become my friend. You came when I needed a friend the most. Thank you for that.

There are a lot more I want to thank you about. Like keeping my secrets, lending me money, giving me laughs, etc. But frankly, those three things are the biggest things in our friendship that I can greatly thank you for. The rest are the small ripples. The effect of the wonderful gift of friendship that you gave me. I hope that you realize that you are one of the people in the world I can't live without, and I could never bear to lose you in the future. Dear friend, though I always forget to say "Thank You", deep in your heart you must always remember that I am really really grateful for you. And that I always thank God for letting you come into my life. I would never have met anyone much better than you. As always, still try to keep in touch. I miss you so much. And as I had said before: THANK YOU VERY VERY MUCH.

With lots of love from me,

College Life!

Hahahaha... astig talaga ang college life ko. Dame happenings. Who said Highschool Life is better? Porke ba me kantang dedicated sa kanya at kinanta ni Sharon Cuneta ok na? O sya sya, frustrated na sa high school life kung frustrated.  Well, at least ang College life merong komiks! Thanx to Manix Abrera for Kikomachine... Wehehehe... unpaid endorsement?

Newei, mahal ko na talaga ang StumbleUpon. Tambay na siya sa toolbar ko for eternity. Nakita ko ito sa site na ito. At naalala ko... Oh may Shemay... ganito nga ang buhay kolehiyo.... Hahaha... sarap maka-relate anu? Umamin na! Umamin!

Every New semester:

After 1st week:

After the 2nd week:

Before the mid-term test:

During the mid-term test:

After the mid-term test:

Before the final exam:

Once get to know the final exam schedule:

7 days before the final exam:

6 days before the final exam:

5 days before the final exam:

4 days before the final exam:

3 days before the final exam:

2 days before the final exam:

1 day before the final exam:

The night before the final exam:

1 hour before the final exam:

During the final exam:

Once walk out from the examination hall:

After the final exam, during the holiday:

That's college!!!

Gokudera's Uri @ Icanhascheezburger.com

I love cats. And Lolcats really make my day. Suddenly, I stumbled on this pic. One look, one grin, and I am reminded of Uri.

More Lolcats.

And I add.... "... I pwomise I'll stay this size, as long as you keep me away from that kangaroo... (Kangaryu)"

*Only Katekyo Hitman Reborn fans can get this joke. Sorry...


My Personality Type: The Dreamy Idealist!

My personality type: the dreamy idealist

Dreamy Idealists are very cautious and therefore often appear shy and reserved to others. They share their rich emotional life and their passionate convictions with very few people. But one would be very much mistaken to judge them to be cool and reserved. They have a pronounced inner system of values and clear, honourable principles for which they are willing to sacrifice a great deal. Joan of Arc or Sir Galahad would have been good examples of this personality type. Dreamy Idealists are always at great pains to improve the world. They can be very considerate towards others and do a lot to support them and stand up for them. They are interested in their fellow beings, attentive and generous towards them. Once their enthusiasm for an issue or person is aroused, they can become tireless fighters.

This one hit the spot right on! To read more about my persona, just follow the button above. Check out what your personality is too!

Antares is back, OMG!

I guess my muse is trying to budge my hand once more. LOLZ.

Since Monday, I had been having a terrible case of writer's block. It's so bad, I was ranting to 

draconianangelhow bored I was with life and all. It was actually one of those days where I just wanna go up to Kuro (my belove/be-hated PC) and lay my hands on the keyboard and let my fingers dance again. I miss the good old days when the clickety clack of the keys was music to my ears and I would type until my hands get a cramp or my eyes finally give up. Back then, inspiration flowed through me with my blood, and the ideas are just bursting to get free. I would be writing at least 1 story summary per day and each one would be different from what I had written yesterday. I would be immersed in writing fanfics until Kuro complained that he could bear no more and I had to go and take some of the fics that had clogged the system. I would feel giddy whenever someone reads my fics and would tell me how good it was. Imagine my ecstacy when I had one of my classmates moved to tears. :P

And suddenly, after 4 years, it stopped.

The hiatus began around 2 years ago, probably since I began to really focus on studying and gave up writing for the moment. I would still write a few pieces every now and then, but it wasn't making the same impact as it used to. It was then that I was assured that perhaps my muse had left me, and I felt like a well about to run dry.

My inspiration was lost, perhaps gone forever...

But in the two years time that my inspiration had gone away, I had fulfilled some of my writing goals. I had passed an essay that enabled me to be part of the first Varsitarian Writing Workshop (and saw my baby get slaughtered right before my eyes). I submitted my two old pieces and got them published in our college paper (and found fans with the people who had rejected me for a writing position, LOLz). I even made some people cry with a vid I made and posted on YouTube (made that one out of obsession love). But whenever I look at these accomplishments, I felt failure. Because I know I cannot make the same moving pieces again.


Ever since I got back from the hospital, I had began to notice that I failed at drawing. Before that incident, my drawing had dramatically improved, and I had been focusing on sharpening that skill while I waited for a new muse to come. But after I got sick, I was hesitant to pick up a pencil and draw again (coz the meds had been injected in my writing hand. Stupid nurses.) When I did try to draw, it was very different from before. It had, like my fics, lost it's spirit.

And when I thought it was all over, Antares rose from his rest and nudged my writing spirit back to life.

Last night, I was constantly nagged by this idea that hang around my head that I knew I had to settle down and write it on my notebook. An old character I created came to mind, and I found myself drawing her using my beloved 0.1 tech pen (which I rarely do since I always start my sketches in pencil and never have the courage to ink them.) After a few minutes and two torn pages later, voila, she came to life again. I was quite surprised, since my old drawing style came back again and I was staring at that character I was obsessed in the past (before I began my novel). And then, the first few lines came to mind. I wrote it down as fast as I could. And then, the inspiration disappeared once more.

Though it had been brief, I was quite satisfied with the result. It made me think about stepping out of the manga genre for a moment and exploring the suspense/thriller scene more since that is a genre I love too as well. I might be going over this for a moment, but if Antares proves to be persistent, I will pursue whichever genre he chooses. As of now, I am glad that he had arrived just in time.

If you could go back and fix your most regrettable decision, what would it be, and what would you do differently? Or: Pirates or Ninjas?


Nuff said.

Surpresa ni Bripman

Mahirap talagang maging bored.

Naganap ang lahat noong mga bandang alas kwatro ng hapon. Nakauwi na ang ibang IMS, at natira pa kami dahil kelangan namin hintayin ang oras. Biglang dumating ang aming dakilang head na si kikay na may dala na namang kakaibang item-mula-sa-ibang-dimensyon*.

Isang rolyo ng ATM receipt paper roll na ninenok nila mula sa isang bangko sa Trinoma. (Considered din bang bank robbery ito? LOLz).

At napagdiskitahan nga ang isang kaawaawang cubicle na pagmamay-ari ng SIMS ng kasalukuyang Team of the Month. Sundan niyo na lang kay Bripman, dahil tinatamad akong mag sulat at mag post ng picture. Matututunan nyo pa ang step by step guide on how to mummify an office cubicle. (siguradong PR na naman ito para kay Bripman...)

Ang dahilan?

And I quote. "Team of the month kasi eh. Kaya binubully." by Kikay.

Dalawa ang moral lesson ng tagpong ito:

Una, wag uuwi ng maaga. Kung di maiiwasan, siguraduhin na ang iiwanang cubicle ay safe, ang mga ka opisina ay busy sa trabaho, lalu na si Kikay.

Pangalawa, kung suswertehin maging team of the month, maging handa sa mga surpresang kagaya nito.

*normal na kay Kikay ang laging me dala dala tuwing pumupunta sa area namin. Kadalasan ay dala niya ang isang plastic na buto na hindi ko alam kung san galing at di ko alam kung para saan. Nung niregaluhan siya ng unan na saging nung birthday niya ay ito naman ang lagi niyang dala. Bago ang insidenteng naitala sa blog na ito, nakitaan siyang me dalang isang mahabang patpat (isang payat na sanga ng isang kawawang puno). Ipang hahampas daw niya sa amin pag mababa kami sa quota.

What Tarot Card are you?

I just love these quizzes thing. Here's my result, though I frankly didn't think this was the tarot card that best describes me.

You are The Wheel of Fortune

Good fortune and happiness but sometimes a species of
intoxication with success

The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.


List of Anime To Be Watched/Read this year

There are an uber lot of good anime that I need to catch up to. But with the lack of time (and dear dear money), I still have a whole lot to work on to. So now I'm making a list to make sure I don't forget... And will update the status of each in the future...
  1. Katekyo Hitman Reborn! (Home Tutor Hitman Reborn!) ~ Anime: 0 eps; Manga: Chapter 31 **current obsession
  2. Deathnote ~ Anime: Ep. 6; Manga: Volume 7
  3. Ouran High School Host Club ~ Anime: 0 eps; Manga: 0 chapters
  4. The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya ~ Anime: 0 eps; Manga: 0 chapters
  5. Code Geass ~ Anime: 0 eps; Manga: 0 chapters
  6. To be added
  7. To be added
  8. To be added
  9. To be added
  10. To be added

Oretachi no Joy lyrics!

Oretachi no Joy
Godukera and Yamamoto Song

Makezu kirai na wagamama ni ALWAYS
itsumo furimawa sarete korogeta SNEAKER sa-ga-shi-te
kasa mo sazazu ni tobidashita RAINY DAY
ame de kiganai BREAK hageshisamasu kaze

niushinatta maikono kimi ni sashidase nakatta mini te wa
imademo mada mune no nagare
mayoi samayoi hikari motomete
kogare akogare nigirishimeteru

shougai kienai kizunaraba soreijou no kizuna wo kizuite
JOY JOY, egao ga mitai kara
merau wa! ippatsu! yes HOME RUN!

yume ha nozomi wa betsu betsu no EVERYDAY
kimi no seikatsu RIIZUMU wa niteita futari a-no-ko-ro
mito no shiawase yorokobizu JEALOUSY
gyaku ni ii koto tsuzukeba sou itsumo fuan de

muki ni natte mujasuru kimi ni buzuketa katta kimochi wo
ima nara sou chokyuu shoubu de
yuku yo miseru yo wakari aitai
ame ni arashi ni nigetari shinai

shougai daiji na mono subete donna ni hanareteita to shitemo
JOY JOY, akiramenai toto ga
ichiban, osora, sou jikamichi

kimi no kokoro made tondeyuke
DYNAMITE mo shiroi BALL mo
haru ga oozora no mukou de
matte de chikai no AH STARLIGHT sono hi made

haru, natsu, aki, fuyu
owari nai MERRY GO ROUND (merry go round)
deai wakare furi ga izu kimi to mata meguri au tame ni

shougai kienai kizunaraba soreijou no kizuna wo kizuite
JOY JOY, egao ga mitai kara
merau wa! ippatsu! yes HOME RUN!

kimi no kokoro made tondeyuke
DYNAMITE mo shiroi BALL mo
haru ga oozora wo mezashite
omoi wa tsunagaru AH STARLIGHT itsu omoi ga
tsunagaru AH STARLIGHT sono hi made

Lyrics from: Oretachi no Joy Translations soon.
Found it through google. I lurv google. Nuff said.